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[Monday 19th Jul @ 12:05am] |
I miss you I miss you I miss you so much. I don't understand how it ended up like this, I really don't. It's not easy for me to approach people and try to initiate conversations. But I always, always try with you. I just feel like it's not being reciprocated. It hurts like a dull ache from an old injury that never goes away. I'm sorry for acting the way I do, because I don't know what else to do. You say that you're in complete disbelief that I don't know you as well as I should. Well do you know me as well as you should? Do I look like the person who cbf about this? Do I look like I am able to just brush it aside just because we "talked" about it? It hurts when you expect me to understand you so well, & you don't seem to know how much you can hurt me. What you said, really hurt. I don't what to do, or say anymore.
We used to be so much closer. We used to be so much better. Where did it go wrong? I miss you, so much.
But it looks like you don't even care ):
I wish you were a lot closer. I wish my dream was true.
"We're friends, real friends, and that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I'll be here."
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[Sunday 7th Jun @ 10:54pm] |
I don't get why people can't say what they mean to say to whoever they want to say it to. If you don't have the guts to say it, then don't complain to others about it. You think I don't know that you do? Do you honestly think that I'm THAT stupid. Seriously. I'm not going to do anything about it unless you say it to my face & I think it's made with sound judgment. If you want your wishes to be carried out responsibly, then act responsible for your own thoughts and actions.
I give up trying to make everyone happy. I'm sorry, but at the end of the day it's my life.
& if you want no part of it, then just leave.
Tomorrow's going to suck. But I don't care. It better suck.
Change is coming. Damn right.
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[Sunday 17th May @ 7:40pm] |
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I don't really know how to work this app yet, but I guess it's pretty awesome (:
Again, first public post in a while. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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[Monday 29th Dec @ 11:00am] |
Hello There.
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now. Even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of You and I. It can be good or bad, it can be anything you want. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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